Damn.. I Couldn't Get
Up Even Though My Conscience
Was Wide Awake. All I Could Do
Was Lie Down And Wonder, WHY?
Getting Up Was A Hassle. The More I Stayed
In That Position, The More Tired I Became.
My Back Aches So Much. Hunger,
Always Came Into Mind. Things I Wanted To
Do Wasn't Always Accomplished.
I Took My Time And End Up Rushing.
My Brain Wasn't Shut Downed But Was
In Idle Mode Instead. My Tuesday
Was Used Up Just Like That. Woke
Up Late, And The Rest Of The Day,
Coop Myself In My Room. I Became
A Hikikomori.

Its Already 4:32 A.M,
A Normal Wednesday. I Should Be
Sleeping By Now But I Can't.
It Sucks Knowing That I Can't
Do Anything To Help Myself
Change For The Better. Some
People Are Lucky. The Moment
They Lie Down On The Luxury
Of Their Beds, They Instantly Fall
Asleep. Just Like Magic. And
Now I Know Why. I'M CURSED!!!
LOL... Kidding.

I'm Not Blaming Anyone For
My Misfortune. I Guess, I'm
To Be Blamed. This Is What
I Call, Night Life. I'm Hooked.

Hooked By The Crescent Moon,
I'm Just A Night Slave. No One
There To Save Me, I Can Only
Rely On The Stars Above To Free Me.

Tragic..
Wishes
Won't Help..


Where Is My Will??
The Will I Once Had..
The Power That I Once Felt..
WILL POWER..

I'll Keep On Searching...

CRAP!!!
Everything is Crappy..
I Figured It Out..
I'm Just Stressed Out..
Those Who Know Me,
You Know I'm Always Carefree..
I Do What I Want Without
Disturbing Others..
But Now I Know The
Reason Behind This Behavior..

I've Got Too Much To Think About..
I'm Simple Minded
Most Of The Time,
Cause I'm Lazy To Think About
Things.. About Everything Thats On My Mind..

Now That I Have Insomnia,
I've Been Lying Down The Whole Night
Thinking About Irrelevant Stuffs
Which Are Mostly Minor To Me..
But Then, I Just Made It Major..

WTFish!!!
My Mind Is In A Jumble..
Even As I'm Typing Right Now,
A Lot Came Up And I Can't
Seem To Concentrate On What
Am I Gonna Blog About Right Now..
Everything Is Random..
Thats Why, CRAP!! =_=

Talking About Crap(crab),
I've Been Craving For
Chili Crab, Black Pepper Crab,
Every Crab Dishes That I'm
Imagining Right Now..

Damn!!
See.. This Post Is A Mess..
From Stressing Out, To Food..
Food, I'm Really Really Hungry Right
Now.. Actually, Every
Single Minute Of Each Day,
I Crave For Food..
Feed Me!! Feed Me!!!

My Stomach Thinks For Me
Whenever I'm Bored..
EAT EAT EAT..

Current Obsession,
CHEESE FRIES!!!

Down My List To Eat,
PIZZA,
Junkies, Every Burger In Mc Donalds,
KFC's Bandito, Roti Prata,
CRAB!!, Nasi Lemak, Sushi,
Everything In 'BANQUET'..
To Tell You The Truth,
I Will Eat Almost Anything
Edible Right Now...

Gonna Shower Soon But
My Legs Are Nailed To The Ground..
Don't Seem Alive..
Still Hungry, Don't Know Whats My Plan Next..
Sleeping Is My 1st Priority But
Insomnia Canceled That Plan Of Mine..
Am I Gonna Hang Out Later..
Gonna Get Bored Soon..

Looking At The People Around Me,
It Felt Like I'm Shrinking..
I Am.. Getting Skinnier Each Passing
Day.. I Thought I'm Gonna Get
Fat Without Exercising.. SHIT!!
People Undergo Liposuction To Throw
Away Fats.. Is There Any Way
To Have Fats Implant??

Theres Something I Really Wanted
To Do Just Now..
SLAP Someone Really Hard In
His Face.. He Really Lost It..
DAMN!!

ANGER, My Blood Have
Been Boiling These Few Days..
All Those Hot Steam Purging In
My Body, All The Time I've
Tolerated.. I Don't Ever Wanna
See 'IT' Occuring Again..
I Don't Like To Be Frustrated
Or Angry.. It Hurts..

OK, Another Boring Random Post
Have Just Been Posted Right In
Front Of Your Eyes..
Am I Boring?
Answer Me Anyone??



Is There Anything I Need To Know?
Its Been Alive Recently
And Not Gonna Stay For Long..
Cause I Know..
I've Experienced It Before..
Once Again, Tell Me
Before My Unnoticeable Attention Span
Really Turn Unnoticed..
Is There Anything I Need To Know??

Just After A Successful Early Sleep
Last Two Days, Insomnia Strikes Again.
CRAP!!
I'm Really Not Enjoying This.
The Limitations Of My Body..
I've Endured Sleepless Nights,
I've Experienced Side Effects
And I Definitely Had Enough Of It ! !

Do I Need Someone To Punch Me,
Knock Me Out Every Night Just
For Me To Sleep?
Such A Hassle. BULL**** ! !

I Don't Want To Be "Nocturnal"...
I'm Restless...

I Was Once A "hikikomori"..
And I'm Not Turning Back Into One..
Back Then, I Had Friends But I
Don't Know Why I Prefer To Be
All Alone At Home In My Room
Most Of The Time..
I Don't Like Going Out..
I Don't Like Seeing New People..
I Hide In Shadows Of My Room..

Most Sensible Possibility Was
That I'm Just Plain Lazy..
Another Answer In My Mind
Is A Question...

AM I LONELY ???

Seriously, I Have No Idea...
I Myself Know That
I'm Really Really Lazy..
Lonely?? Couldn't Be..

Relationship? If Its About
Needing To Be In Relationship,
Loving Someone And Being
Loved In Return, Sharing Happiness
With Another Individual Of The
Opposite Sex, If Its All About This,
I Would Already Be In One By Now..
Yeah..

Speaking Of Relationships,
I Wonder What Love Feels Like...
I Seriously Forgot..
Did Being In Love Once And
Forcing Myself To Fall Out From It
Made Me Afraid... Afraid Of Love...
Now I'm Wondering What Is
Love Exactly...

Valentines Day Is Near..
Probably Hanging Out With
The Bachelors.. Never Had A
Valentine Before But It
Doesn't Matter... It's
Just Another Ordinary Day
With The Word Valentines
Affix On To It. Come On,
Any Other Day Could Also Be
Valentines Day. Couldn't It??

Bullet For My Valentine
ROCKS!!
OK RANDOM..

Thirsty For Beer?
Go Eat TAPAI People...
Liquor? Gulp Down Bottles
Of Perfume..
Hahaha.. Kidding2..


OK, I'm Starting To Sprout Out
Nonsense.. Gonna Try Getting
Myself To Sleep Right After This..
IF Love Would Cure Insomnia,
I'll Gladly Have One, Pretty Please... : P


Found Myself Awake In
A Pool Of BLOOD

Each Year, We Humans Get
A Year Older. I Can't Deny That!!!
Each Year, Our Strength And Weaknesses
Either Increase Or Decrease.
I Won't Deny This!!!
Each Year, People Change In The Inside
As Well As On The Outside.
Undeniable!!!

BUT, WTFish!!!
THIS YEAR,
ON A FREAKING MONDAY,
LOOKING AT THE MIRROR,
ON MY HEAD,
I FOUND A STRAND
OF MY HAIR, WHICH
WAS TURNING WHITE.
IT WAS FREAKING ONE CENTIMETER
WHITE AT THE ENDS..

Shit!! I Pulled It Out..
??? More Will Appear
Sooner Or Later..
Damn..
White Hair In Exchange
For My Youth..
Sorry, I'm Vain.. LOL..

I Think I Stressing Out Too Much..
Or Is It Insomnia Which causes This..?
Or Maybe, Coffee..? Tea?

I DON'T WANT
WHITE HAIR!!!
NOT NOW!!!

I KNOW!!! Back Up Plan.
I HIGHLIGHTED MY HAIR WHITE!!!
YES!! Problem Solve..
Hope No One Will Notice.. Hehehe...


Whatever It Is, If All Else Fails,
I'm Gonna Grow Long Hair And Beard
To Be In Line In The Search For
Christmas Next Top Santa..

OK LAME...
Sheesh!!

Why Am I Like This. Am I Like The Guy
In Welcome To The NHK..
I'm Not Paranoid. No Such Thing
As Conspiracies. I'm Kinda Like A
Hikikomori, But I'm Surely Not.
Why Do I Shiver Thinking About
The Next Day. What Do I Shiver Looking
At H#& P!#&^%!@.. Wondering What
Is N(! (@&!^!'s Gonna Think. I Don't Want To Jump
To Conclusions. I Don't Want To Develop
False Hopes To Myself. I Just Shivered. My Body's
Kinda Weird. Maybe I'm Sick. Or Gonna Be
Sick. WHY? Did I Sinned To Deserve
This??



Ok Random Stuff,
I Watch Japanese Animes...

DAMN, Gonna Hit The Hay!!
Past My Bed Time..
F***!!!

I Think I'm In Love.
Never Been So Deeply
Into.....

Since The 1st Day I Saw
_ On Screen, I Was Like
OMG!! Delicious...
I Looked Closer And Closer,
Gazing At The Screen..

I Want More Closure..
Gotta See The Real Thing..

FUCK!! Its Unbearable...
Just Can't Take It Anymore..
I Can't Keep It Inside..
Need To let it All Out..
I WANNA CONFESS
TO THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!

I'M In

L

O

V

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WITH.........


STARHUB CABLE's Channel 69!!!

THE ASIAN FOOD CHANNEL!!!
I LOVE ALL OF THOSE
DELICACIES!!!
My Tongue Was Made To
Taste Perfection. To Taste
Bitterness, Sweetness, FLAVORS!!!

I'm A Food Maniac...


OK LAME!!!


I Do Have A Secret Though.
Decipher Me And
You'll Know... ;)

TC, Noodles........